Semi smart, earthy crunchy MAMA

How awesome it feels to be 2 down on rotations with only 3 more to go before I FINALLY graduate. Next I will be spending 6 weeks at home with my 2 favorite girls in the world. I have so many things to blog about the girls so the posts will be coming about our last 6 weeks. About school, it is what it is…I had a wonderful professor this time around and I learned an awful lot at my site which is great. I can’t say I am as enthusiastic about my next rotation, but I’ll manage.

It hit me today…I have to go back to school on Tuesday. It is so depressing. It isn’t even comforting to me that Chris will be home with our kids. I want to be. I want to be the one who gets to see them grow up, watch them and spend time with them. Somehow I convinced myself previously that going back to school was the right thing to do. Again I am at a point where I can’t even understand why. I am not just sad to be leaving Raya, but also Maelin. They are both so special to me in so many ways and I love them both beyond words. I just don’t want to leave either of them.

Maelin seems as though she has grown up so much in the last few days. She is truly not a baby anymore but a little girl. She is smart, engaging, loving and kind. I couldn’t have raised a more perfect little girl, and I certainly could not have done that without the endless support from my loving husband. Thank you Chris for supporting me, supporting our girls and loving them both as much as I do. You are a wonderful papa.

All my loves