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Missing Mom
...again. She is the one person I couldn't share my news with. It is such a bummer. She was my hero, my inspiration and my mentor throughout school. She was the original do it all lady. 5 kids, a bachelors, a masters....she did it all. She truly was my hero.
It has been so hard the last few months. Being a mom I think has only served to sting my wounds more acutely. Everytime I spend time with my kids and hear them laugh or play with me I become eerily aware that there is a hole in my life that my mom onced filled. I realize with a swift blow that I don't have the wonderful mom my kids have and that makes me sad. I feel like I am still a kid in need of my mom's advice and comfort sometimes still.